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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2007|01:33 am]
[mood |happyhappy]

so no one reads this but i decided to update anyways =]
theres this kid .. his name is john michael david duffy. and i love him to death! he is, without a doubt, the best thing that could have happened to me ever. he pulled m love life back together after everything that had happened to me over the last year. if it wasnt for him i have no idea what i'd be like right now. 10-4-06 was THEE best day of my life in a long time. and it should be staying that way for awhile. I LOVE HIM =DDD

im done.
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2006|06:37 pm]
so precamp is half over and its been going pretty good so far =] im excited and yea...i think this year is going to be AMAZING! i love queen and im soooooooooooo beyond excited. ok yea i really think our marching band is finally turning around and were going to be great! =]
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2006|11:57 am]
[mood |contentcontent]

ok....im all good now =]
no more crazy denise.
everything is fine.
i think i may have went off the deep end for awhile there but yea.
im back to normal and so is everything and im happy. =]
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|12:19 pm]
[mood |crankypissed off//confused//hurt]
[music |ellsworth - rascal flatts]

soo umm theres a bitch and i hate her but if i tell her she'll tell him and then he'll hate me
that doesnt work but alhdfjbknatekjb!
im so pissed off and im like GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLKJNC:EWUH{(*#@UC[aY H(*53uOI{NBe[98u6!!!
im really starting to think that maybe im not supposed to have a relationship right now. maybe there isnt anybody here for me and when i go to college or move ill find that person that im supposed to be with. and i want to get over him soo bad but i tihnk hes on of those people that you never really get over. even if im going out with someone else theres always going to be that little part of me that wants him and i think that i need to move on cuz i can tell this isnt going anywhere and just deal with that. even if i dot want to.
yea thats how i feel =/
i dont like it either
why the fuck does this always happen to me!?!?!
and people with perfect relationships i hate them to
im so jelaous of them and when i see them im like why cant i have that?
what did i do to have this guy hurt me over and over when i didnt do anything but like him?!?!
and he told me he wasnt going to hurt me again and that didnt happen. i odnt know what to do anymore and im tihnking on just giving up on relationships all together =/
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2006|02:21 pm]
[mood |excitedexcited]


and i put up a pic of it in my myspace
so go look at it and comment =]
pretty please
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PEZ!!! [May. 18th, 2006|09:34 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]

i got a fishy today! =]
his name is pez
and he is blue, orange, purple, and red
he makes me happy
he is a betta fish
and im going to be a loser and eventually put a pic of him up on my myspace
so check it out is ya wanna see him =]]]]]
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2006|08:15 pm]
[mood |sillysilly]
[music |make damn sure - simple plan]

soo new york was amazing!
i wanna go back!
and i made a new friend =]
but he goes to our school i just never knew who he was before the trip =P


and i almost got run over by a taxi!
and me elena and kay-kay were chasing the illegal purse sellers =P
dooode! funfunfunfunfunfunfun
and jeff with straightened hair is cool
and apparently i "couldnt look hotter if i tried"
yea if you were there you know what im talking about and if you werent then hahaha! you'll never know =]
Phantom the THE best part of the whole trip hands down!
nothing will ever beat it...except maybe wicked =]
but i only got 2 hours of sleep last night so yeaaaa im tireddd

im done.
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2006|06:12 pm]
[mood |energeticOMG!]

spring break = AMAZING! =]

times 2o375209847545

and i saw kayla EVERY day except the saturday before easter....how sad is that? but its our tradition and it lives on!!!!! and we don't get sick of eachother!!!!!! shes me mirror, uh oh oreo, and keldus #1 who is going to have an epilepsy because her dad...he BATMAN!!!! =]

love her to death!
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2006|11:25 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |l feel bad - rascal flatts]

so theres this boii

his names matt
and hes pretty much a sweet kidd!

<33 times forever
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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2006|12:54 am]
[mood |confusedconfused]

im like ahhhhhh! right now

everyone is telling me one thing and i wanna but im afraid im going to screw it up for myself...or that im going to hurt him and he doesnt deserve that.

i think thats my main problem at the moment
wow i feel so smart for figuring it out!
yea im a loser
get over it!
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